踏出考场，心情是沉重的。
或许，是时候自我反省: 这五年来，我到底学了些什么？
其实，并不想回想刚刚的考题，
但它又硬要钻进我的脑海里。好像OCD病人一样。
不知道要说什么……我能拿到三十题吗？
不会做的有三分一以上，刚刚会做的又错了这么多，
真的是……
没人会明白这种难受。
也许，他们只是不确定，并不是不会做。
对人诉说也不会有任何改变，事情已成定局。
况且，没人想听。
为何我还那么执着？
执着？！
我想那是一份担心多于那份执着……♣开始rationalize了，糟糕♣
对着枕头呐喊，喊不出声；
想把它发泄出来，却欲哭无泪～
只能默默地告诉自己：
将明天那张考好，
或许仍有一线生机吧？
奋战到底！虽然精神上已被削弱，
但必须顶着伤痛，继续拼搏！
现在放弃的话，就什么都没有了！
很累地跟大家和我说声：加油！
Day 3~ omg! couldn’t think clearly today.
Made mistakes again! all because of that stupid “PUSAT KESIHATAN”!!
I was thinking, should I call OT or in-utero transfer but time didn’t allow me to think further, and so the following answers were all gone! T.T
Next paper, careless, needless to say, wrong decision again. I hate choices, between pneumothorax and hemothorax, I chose the wrong one again! omg! and I forgot what prof taught us last week, though I told myself I have this genuine feeling that Urology should come out with one question! Totally blank!
3rd one, I must say a BIG ‘thank you’ to our lecturers for letting me realize that I actually learnt nothing during my ortho posting. I totally have no idea what the questions were about. 20 marks gone, AGAIN!
Alright, today’s lesson is, don’t spot the past year questions, even if you’re lucky enough spotted one or two, when you have nothing left in your left hemisphere, it doesn’t help anyway.
Anyway, I still hope tomorrow my brain can make right decision/s. WAKE UP! it’s still not too late to catch up, still have 120 questions to face!! JIAYOU and GOOD LUCK
p/s: owwwhh, this time, I really need LOTS of luck! I just want a PASS, prof! but I won’t mind u gimme a distinction! 
This feeling is weird~
The question today was not tough, the answer was the tough part! :-p
While you’re deciding which answer should be written, time flies… and so ended up writing whatever remained in the brain. Have to speed up this time, but the problem is, once I speed up, I make more mistakes, like what has occurred on Day 1 **Confused** hmm……
Good job Darksoul! Day 2 passed, focus on Day3, a much more tougher challenge — O & G and Surgery!
Think carefully and use correct term this time! Don’t lose mark too easily! JIAYOU~!!
Made a few mistakes today, yet my intuition already told me something was not quite right here.
Well, it happens all the time~ I don’t wanna discuss it after back to my room.
Hopefully what has come out won’t come out again the next few days!
Focus! Darksoul! you must bring the glory back.
Let’s fight for it! JIAYOU!!!
Watching seniors having their exams for two years.
Finally it’s my turn! Hope every thing goes smoothly and my brain functions logically and correctly!
Hope my name would be called during 30 Mac, which is my birthday! and THAT would be the most thrilling and awesome present I have ever had!! Luck is with me and my friends!
Study hard !
心情是矛盾的。
夹杂着温馨、欢乐、忐忑、不安……
充斥这小小的脑袋，
头脑已经呈现着饱和的状态。
好感动～
老豆刚打了个电话：说我及格后，
他要自掏腰包赞助我旅行！
虽然感觉有点不孝，
但心里头儿却倍感温馨。
别看我爸平时沉默不语，
他好疼我哦！我真的很感动～
然后，我哥今天面试成功～
已经是正式的了！
忘了告诉大家～他是一位老师
只要我能顺利毕业
六月份，我们家将会有两位人才为这个国家做出小小的贡献！
看我爸妈多神气，他们可是为国家栽培了两位专才哦！:-p
希望这一次能够双喜临门！
至少我是这样期望着～
我的备战状态？？！！
马马虎虎吧！
每个人都拼尽全力，
你看我还能写这篇博文
你也心中有个谱吧……
没有啦！真的是呆在这太无聊了啦！
就上来这儿分享当下的心情。
好了，
分享了喜事，是时候回到书桌前，
继续发奋图强！
我行的！！加油！！！
～A113891 TEO BIN HOO LULUS～
在我生日那天我想听到这句话！
那将是我一生中最好的礼物！
加油！
darksoul303