踏出考场，心情是沉重的。
或许，是时候自我反省: 这五年来，我到底学了些什么？
其实，并不想回想刚刚的考题，
但它又硬要钻进我的脑海里。好像OCD病人一样。
不知道要说什么……我能拿到三十题吗？
不会做的有三分一以上，刚刚会做的又错了这么多，
真的是……
没人会明白这种难受。
也许，他们只是不确定，并不是不会做。
对人诉说也不会有任何改变，事情已成定局。
况且，没人想听。
为何我还那么执着？
执着？！
我想那是一份担心多于那份执着……♣开始rationalize了，糟糕♣
对着枕头呐喊，喊不出声；
想把它发泄出来，却欲哭无泪～
只能默默地告诉自己：
将明天那张考好，
或许仍有一线生机吧？
奋战到底！虽然精神上已被削弱，
但必须顶着伤痛，继续拼搏！
现在放弃的话，就什么都没有了！
很累地跟大家和我说声：加油！
Day 3~ omg! couldn’t think clearly today.
Made mistakes again! all because of that stupid “PUSAT KESIHATAN”!!
I was thinking, should I call OT or in-utero transfer but time didn’t allow me to think further, and so the following answers were all gone! T.T
Next paper, careless, needless to say, wrong decision again. I hate choices, between pneumothorax and hemothorax, I chose the wrong one again! omg! and I forgot what prof taught us last week, though I told myself I have this genuine feeling that Urology should come out with one question! Totally blank!
3rd one, I must say a BIG ‘thank you’ to our lecturers for letting me realize that I actually learnt nothing during my ortho posting. I totally have no idea what the questions were about. 20 marks gone, AGAIN!
Alright, today’s lesson is, don’t spot the past year questions, even if you’re lucky enough spotted one or two, when you have nothing left in your left hemisphere, it doesn’t help anyway.
Anyway, I still hope tomorrow my brain can make right decision/s. WAKE UP! it’s still not too late to catch up, still have 120 questions to face!! JIAYOU and GOOD LUCK
p/s: owwwhh, this time, I really need LOTS of luck! I just want a PASS, prof! but I won’t mind u gimme a distinction! 
darksoul303